On the way to Recovery
Thank God!
~ p a m ~
Thank God!
Life is too short to let things pass by.
Every second can actually be a moment you will never forget...
If you strive hard and look hard enough into the intangibles
it may make better sense.
But of course, you'll never know when it can hit you, just suddenly hit you -
that all these things that surround us are actually of no value.
Wealth, money, fame, career, well they may be good but is the race to win really worth it?
It may seem to be ... but until when will one race & up to what extent will one compromise just to win?
Battles of today's modern men are more complicated than it seems.
At the surface we take pride in our unending quest to succeed but deep inside
each and everyone's heart is a longing, a spiritual thirst...
Wandering, as if in a desert, as to where our steps really lead.
A question of life after death, perhaps? Or mere ramblings in our quiet thoughts.
Sadly, in the busyness of our daily business we ignore , or even choose to ignore the
call for enlightenment. I reckon that even for a moment, for that one second, we should pause. Just stop and reflect on the things that have become... so we can Quench the thirst of our spirits longing to be filled.
Being raised in the
I am disappointed by the status quo and yet I look at the highly developed country of
Will the next generation of governance live up to the standards? How can we achieve the ideal democracy? What is best for the economies of
1. When God Ran
2. I Seek You For I Thirst
3. Mourning Into Dancing
4. Firm Foundation
5. Sure Foundation
I just came from the theatres and had fun hanging out
with new found friends over X-Men.
It's amazing how much love can be sooo selfless and sooo unselfish
Most people would take what Wolverine did as downright tragic
But I find more truth to his love than in most romance novels elsewhere.
Overcoming the fear of losing is just brave if you look at it.
There are a lot of things I wish to overcome and I will.
For one, the fear of needles and injections.
Second, the fear of heights
Finally, the fear of being alone.
Life is sweeter when you choose faith rather than fear
Independence, freedom, and self-worth.
Looking back to my younger days gives me carefree memories
But I don't want to look back anymore on happy thoughts
I want to look forward to them.
Overcoming the fear and choosing faith. That's the key.
Only two options and one choice.... fear or faith
Let's overcome and choose the road less travelled because there's eternity in faithfulness
A relaxing day for me...
Another rainy Sunday
With the cool breeze and the blue sky
I simply like "today".
But what I really miss is dancing
I miss our performances back in high school & college.
I'm thinking of forming a dance club here in Singapore.
Hmmm... you think anyone will be interested?
I mean it's surely better than paying a chunk o' dough
for formal classes....
haiz! Itchy groove!
The prince calms my precious mem'ries
Strengthening every moment passing
Swift and certain as heaven's breath
My future untouched.
The fortune's yet unfolding
Breathless as I wait
Another shady surprise.
The world of hearts and dreams of truth.
There's an immense intensity... an icy drop of reality.
Imagine. Create. Love.
I reckon that everyone feels like a dying rose at one point or another... Below is something I've written at one low point of my life. It may make you feel good knowing that you are so much better ---->
I realized that every teardrop is precious. Each drop that falls is literally equivalent to one bad memory, one tragic moment...those that could change our lives forever. These tears are more expensice than diamonds to me because they reveal my deep most hurts and pains.
I am sad beyond fixin'
I am scared and torn, just wishing to dry my tears. If I could only fool myself that tomorrow's gonna be better, that maybe there's still a sunshine waiting to greet me each morning; that perhaps a prince will wipe all my sadness away and bring me to his castle where there are no more tears to speak of.
I am lonely, lonelier than you could ever imagine...
My company, CreativesAsia, is working on this upcoming project. It's really big and interesting. It's going to be a 3d animation all about a teenage band. To be part of the production for this project would surely be very exciting... can't wait!
Anyway, I will give you guys more updates on the production and all at this site.... http://freeradz.blogspot.com/
I hope you check it out! And do leave some comments as I bring you in the adventure of this production! thanks a million gazillion! Hope to hear from you on how we can improve the freeradicalz project!
Pam
I want to learn photography. More than capturing the moment, i want to paint that intense feeling with every click. Since I love poetry, I'd like to let my images speak out vivid words.
It is said that the glory of an orange is in its juice!
Cut open. Apply pressure. And squeeze.
Isn't it just the same with people?
With every calamity, a hero stands out
Under pressure, strong character is built
And in times of sorrow, hope is born
Truly, the glory of a man is found within.
Not in the shape of their nose, nor the color they hold.
Not on the teeth they bare, nor the clothes they wear.
Not on how much money they carry, or who they marry.
These things will never determine one's glory.
Glorious Glory is found within.
It is in the loving heart of one who cares and shares
It is in the precious soul of one who forgives and is forgiven
It is in the single-minded who pursues wisdom and understands
It is in the holy spirit of one who is determined to please the Lord.
The glory of men is like the glory of oranges
You have to cut, squeeze and work them under pressure
Before you see the innate beauty they hide within...
That glorious yummy kind'a goodness!
...That Glorious Glory of Oranges!
(inspired by yesterday's sermon in church)
I can't breathe once again… the heaviness pressing deeply against my beating heart. Where shall I go? There are two paths and one may lead to destruction. But…who knows, it may not. I may never know.
Shall I try and fight? And risk once more? I've been here before.
But this time my heart won't win it all for I prefer balance.
The choice of balance relies on weighing scales: 1mind. 1 heart.1 soul.
Yet discount not the magic of fate, carrying us to wherever we should go.
Etching out my name in that mysterious palette of color & black & whites.
Of proverbial and woeful characters in my on-going storybook
The life plan of this sweet little follower is a spectrum of the candid & uncanny. Breathe me. Stop me from planning and making sure.
Oh sweet dependence of grace, slowing me from my rushing pace.
What a familiar place to find myself once more under the unknown.
This time I ain't crawling. I ran and I walked and I can keep steady.
Wait for me. I still need to discover my stronghold and infallible reliance.
CALL TO THE FILIPINO ARTIST
I can't believe I've found you..finally, in this cold city.
Living uncertainly for years, and now I'm alive again as if the first time.
Yes, I believe life can't be colorful without love. I have always believed in this.
And yet as much as my faith was, there remained a deeper longing.
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Rather, a love far-reaching than just two souls
A union more moving than empty melodies
Calming me, with your sweet songs and your pure innocent heart
What do you know? But make me smile, and make me sing and dance.
Whether, you and me herein-within...
Such is my shelter in you, without fear.
A new, is friend, as all takes us in better form.
Bypass our past, and shadows gleam, for darkness has its way towards the light.
Ever wheeling my fortunes and delights.
End me. You steer me away from such melancholies.
Fancy you and me once more, herein-within, endlessly forever.
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Carry me now, and swiftly...we'll reel our dreams.
For in your confidence I am safe.
In your love, eternally protected.
What light and strength have you whenever I'm dazed and unknown.
Thank you for letting me shine, for letting me soar and now,
light as a feather I feel free as your gentle wind blows me high....Serene and Lovely.
id like to love u... like the truth that will not falter, like that instant moment of feeling beautiful. like id like to love u that way.